You need to go to confession! Matthew 12:31-32: ' And so I tell you, every sin and blasphemy will be forgiven men, but the blasphemy against the Spirit will not be forgiven. I will confess that there have been plenty of times that I have not been in my right mind. This tainted my view of my faith, especially when it comes to sins. My aunt says God will forgive me but I don't believe it. John the Baptist fulfilled this by coming in his spirit and power.
Detraction: telling an unkind truth about another The blasphemy against the Holy Spirit is not just words or thoughts, it is a persistent refusal to accept the truth.
